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I'm not pro ana, pro mia or any of that similar bullshit. I don't post "thinspo" and I wont help you develop an eating disorder. This is my place to vent about my ED. I'm anonymous here.
A lot of things I post can be triggering, so if you don't want to be triggered you probably should not follow me. <3
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Please tell me who you are, how you found this and how you knew it was me. I am very freaked out and worried about this.
26th May 2012
- me: wow could my thighs get any bigger
- *sits down*
- me: apparently yes
Reblogged From 88istheperfectweight
Notes: 5855
(Source: lewky)
Haven’t kept down a single bite today.
(Source: beautifuloddities)
Today was my end of year fashion show, and I had to send my work down the catwalk. I had to pick three models and my clothes were quite small. My models kept bailing on me, I seriously found and then lost about 7 models. None of my garments fitted the models properly. One girl was so small, I was helping her get dressed and couldn’t stop staring at her, I just wanted my body to be like that. Now I’m looking at my body in the mirror and all I can see is ugly and fat rolls everywhere.
This never happens.
But typically, I can’t go until friday. By which time I can guarantee the desire would have disappeared. Off to uni now, and tomorrow I will be at uni from 10am until 11pm. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun
How the fuck did this even happen?
(Source: lewky)
(Source: lewky)
- Camera: Canon PowerShot A470
- Aperture: f/3
- Exposure: 1/60th
- Focal Length: 38mm
How they’d feel? They’d laugh.. Because I’m not worth caring about..
Final hand in for uni is on tuesday and I am panicking and doing uni work from 9am until 10-11pm every night for the last week or so. I have gained 2lbs again. Back up to 144. Fucking arrrghhhhhhhhhh!
Have to get up at 6:45 to start work at 8 tomorrow, if I get any stroppy customers they aren’t going to know what’s fucking hit them.
